it all makes perfect sense at least as much as
reeking pots of boiling elf skin do or as much as
creeping mango flavored diaper rash does or as much as
verifiable ecstasy stinking with the fetid iridescent
sweat of nuclear waste does it all makes perfect
scents sense cents in my underwear hanging upside
down in another time period that I have
warped into by dreaming wide awake as the blood
rushed to my head I once saw other worlds while
spinning in a dryer with the door shut & it being hot
& hard to breathe but safe but terrifying
because I knew that no one would ever be
able to find me but that’s another story
what I really want to talk about is
what is black & Blue but
the bruised color of the streets where
authority and power and life & death
& rich & poor & cops & gangs mix it up
& fight out the cosmic senselessness of man
in the same way that old ladies
belch the green miasma of pureed
peas and then shamelessly undress in
the sterile hallways of the white white
dreamless nursing homes the collective
repressed memory of world consciousness
sickness death and horror so much horror you think
you can’t understand much of
anything anymore and you can’t you
can’t you can’t because you’re just
an animal you’re just a psycho-logical
foul ball a pile of chemicals excreting
gods within various glands having religious
crutches & hormonal crushes or you’re a
fool or a balloon headed alien spawn
or a dream maybe mine maybe your own
(YAAAAWWWWWN…) I don’t know man
it’s all cool it’s all…whatever, you
know
I’m a color you’re a color we’re
all red blooded would be snake
handlers but we’re afraid we’re afraid
to love baby we’re afraid to just
be naked we’re afraid to sing out
loud we need to be free free free
where we can be be what we want to be and live
in a land with no meaning
and so there’s another salmonella scare
there’s another bartender w/ a dark past
who just wants to stay buried in the dirtiest
parts of the city another law is passed
another sunrise is silent another finger
points and everywhere the flags fly
and the people are bitter and the
cowards are drunk and the infants
are dead and it’s just round & round the
mulberry bush the monkey chased the
weasel the monkey thought it was all
in fun but the weasel cried sexual
harassment the weasel took him to
court and sued him for his
eyeballs & they gouged ‘em out right
there in the courtroom in the presence
of the diamond drill bit stares of
the decent and the hypocritical hey
take a number ride a bike share a cocker
spaniel cause it’s just
round & round & round she goes
& where she stops
nobody knows
nobody knows
nobody knows
nobody knows
nobody knows
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NIce! Keep writing.
Thank you!
Wow, great poem. Very powerful. I love how you repeat the line “Nobody knows” at the end. Nicely penned!
Thank you!